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I don't really know how to help it, though...

I didn't know for years either, but it was changing my routine that helped. Meeting new people, doing new things, trying something you never gave thought to before. Maybe you can do something like that here?

Mm, in a way, I guess coming here has already helped a little?
Kind of...

[ But every time he thinks of home... ]

Has it? Can I ask how?

I've always thought I was the weak link in my unit...
That people called us weak because of me.
But I've been able to hold an audience with just me, solo... they stayed through the whole thing.
So maybe...
I never thought I could do a solo performance before. Besides, they're not really allowed at school, so I never thought about it...

Why not give it a try? Yura and I could help you too.

Ah, go solo? For real?

Yes! Why not? You have a good audience here, even those who aren't really into imPorts like some fans can be, they're still a new audience looking for something fresh and new.

I was just planning to see if I could make it by myself...
But I wasn't planning to do it too seriously!
I don't think I have the right appeal for that...
Besides, I'm not good enough!
I've only had one year of schooling as an idol.
And Viktor-san, you haven't even seen me perform, have you?

I haven't yet, not like a staged performance, but I've heard you throughout the house! And who says you're not goo enough?

Now I'm really embarrassed...
I didn't know I was that loud... I'm sorry...

It's nothing to be embarrassed about! You weren't that loud, I promise, this is just close quarters with three people living together. MY POINT is that you're really good!

[ It takes a few moments because he's blushing so hard: ]

Um! Thank you...
I'm still not sure if I'm ready for something like that, though.

Like I said, Yura and I could help! Yura was going to setup a BlueTube channel, maybe you could so something similar! Build up your audience and get some idea of how people will react before you go into bigger performances?

... maybe I should finally enroll in school.
Yuri-san's going to that special school, right?
I can compose pretty well and my singing voice is my best feature...
But figuring out choreography... I'm no good at that. I'm too clumsy.
I have all of my old performances and shoots on my phone so I've been using that choreography when I go out and perform.
It feels a little impolite to do something like Yuri-san when I haven't even thought about it.

Ah, special school? I thought it was just normal school. Ah well.

[ Viktor having only completed secondary school enough to graduate before concentrating on skating probably ... doesn't know the difference, oops. That and the fact that Yuri probably just went "I'm going back to school sign these papers for me". It was Viktor's just to actually read said papers, but shhh. ]

You can just start small though, they don't have to be completed productions on a BT video or anything. Isn't that what other vlog artists do? Something like that!
Besides, it's not like you don't know people who focused on ballet for years ☆⌒(*^♡⁾⁾⁾)
But I don't think it's impolite either since your art form is different. It's not like you're competing or anything. It could even be helpful if you guest star on each other's channel too.

[ Whoops.

Well, he's sure it won't be an issue. It's not like it's a special criminal school. ]

You sound more and more like a producer, Viktor-san.
I know I can rely on you and Yuri-san.
I guess... it feels a little wrong to lean on you two, because then I wonder, 'am I so useless I can't do anything myself...? What use is there in a person like that?'
I should at least be able to handle myself at what I'm supposed to do for a living,
right?
I'd like to be a little more dependable.
Ah, but I'm just complaining.
Thank you, Viktor-san. It is good advice. I really will think more properly about this.

Haha, in a way I am? I've been producing and promoting my own image since I was still in Juniors. My ice shows aren't too bad either!
Nothing wrong about leaning on friends, right? And that's what producers and agents are FOR, anyway. Don't beat yourself up over it.
Just let us know however we can help. ♡

I'm not surprised.
You really have that star quality, you know? I hope I can be kind of like that soon.
Hey, Viktor-san. This might be weird, but if you were to describe what I'm like, what would you say?
Something like 'cute' or 'shy'?

Well those are certainly apt surface descriptions, but I would use something different. I haven't seen you fully perform yet, but I suspect something like "talented" and "having hidden confidence"

[ A long pause. ]

Thank you. ♥

It's just the truth~

It might be your truth...
What's true is sometimes different for everyone.

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