I wasn't even trying to then! I just—[He balls his hands up in tight fists.] I just... I didn't want to go if he was going to be there. I don't know if I want to go even now.

[It had been quite a scene they'd made in the post, He wasn't sure if he wanted to deal with whatever questions or looks he'd face going to the party now.]

And he—! He can never admit when he's wrong. Even when he says he's taking responsibility, he turns around to blame someone else or get pissed at them for not letting it go fast enough in the same breath.