[ Adachi tapped his toepick against the ice, careful not to do it too hard. ]

That shit isn't my fault. That this stupid plan would have ever worked. That I can't deal with shit like a normal person because of how I was raised.

[ He pounded his fist against the barrier in frustration. ]

I'm a fucking walking disaster, and nothing I do will mean shit, so I just keep making excuses so I don't have to feel like it's my fault.